21/01/2010 at 09:37
Dont misunderstand me, am human,i have human feelings and emotions but like a friend put it today am not your ordinary girl, you may think am naive,imature and all the other english words that are there to describe me ,but know this i have someone who i answer to ! I think am finally sick and tired of being someone else ! may the real hannah tephanie wanjiku ndungu please stand up !!!
have u ever felt that you dint measure up ? was not good enough ? maybe even damaged ? have you tried seeking for love and acceptance in all the wrong places ? all the wrong people ? being in relationships for the wrong reson ?? does life really have to be a battle ?? did God intend it this way ?? the bible says love is a beautiful thing ?? "thou shall love your neighbour like you love yourself ! " but we have turned love and being in a relationship into an idol of some sort, if your not in one there is probably something wrong with you !
As women we have accepted to be objects of lust while we were created to be temples, accepting thrills that last for a while just to up our esteem or prove a point ? where did i go wrong ? when did i forget that am loved with a love that i dint earn and one i will never loose ?? i weep not only for myself but for the women of the world..... "seek ye first the kingdom of God " i think i have lost my way, ive lost my footing,i have forgotten my priorities....ive been sucked into the the world's defination of happiness and love.
I apologise to my sister,my girlfriends,my family and my friends for being self centered and petty and selfish, love should be a choice i make everyday, i will love because He (GOD) loved me first ! i choose to be complete in him. Dont misunderstand me i DO live in the world am just NOT of the world....so i sure should act like IT !
Thursday, January 21, 2010
BEING THANKFUL IS A CHOICE I MAKE NOT TO FORGET WHAT GOD HAS DONE FOR ME !
Thursday, 31 December 2009 at 15:23
1.First i would like to thank my Lord and saviour Jesus Christ, for the wonderful,beautiful,unpredictable year 2009 !!! it rocked with you my love and one thing i know is that i can never go too far not to be able to come back home.....i dont have any regret Jesus,7 years in you and through you seem like a day.
2.My family mum,dad my two brother and shiro my one and only sister...your the best !am so happy to be part of your life. i love and cherish u deeply.
3. evelyne ndanu and pastor edward munene (ICC) - I thank and Bless the Lord for you ! both of you have changed my life and i can never repay you for the teachings and support. God bless you !!
4. Joan and Lorna my soul sisters !!! ivy,ndinda,tabs each time i meet you seems like the first time. i wouldnt trade your friendship for anything !!! i pray that ive at least given back even if its a quater of what u have given me.
5. Intimacy ( the family ) best decision i made in 2009 !! i love you guys always in my prayers,andrew its your calling never doubt it ! !
6.Zain Kenya and Cocacola -mombasa- best companies ive ever worked for...yani i would re-do this whole year just to work with you again,chrispo and charles (the best bosses ever !) thank you for believing in me !! praise God target ya 2009 tumemake !! God is faithful
7.two books that have spoken and changed my life The Bible-Basic instructionbefore leaving earth ! -JEHOVAH,Woman thou art loose -T.D JAKES and Healing for damaged emotions -DAVID A. SEAMANDS. would recommend everyone to read them
!8. Bem,Kelvin,Dan,Muthami,Naftali,Myna,Steve,Chris and Lawi....thank you all for keeping a sister sane !
9.to me,my self and i....girl every morning i look in the mirror i see God's face ! no one said it would be easy but all things are possible through christ who strengthnes me.
10. all my friends ...i love and cherish you. thank you for being part of my 2009.
May God continue to keep you until the day of our Lord Jesus christ !!!
YALL ROCK !!
2010 BRING IT ONNNNNNNNN !
1.First i would like to thank my Lord and saviour Jesus Christ, for the wonderful,beautiful,unpredictable year 2009 !!! it rocked with you my love and one thing i know is that i can never go too far not to be able to come back home.....i dont have any regret Jesus,7 years in you and through you seem like a day.
2.My family mum,dad my two brother and shiro my one and only sister...your the best !am so happy to be part of your life. i love and cherish u deeply.
3. evelyne ndanu and pastor edward munene (ICC) - I thank and Bless the Lord for you ! both of you have changed my life and i can never repay you for the teachings and support. God bless you !!
4. Joan and Lorna my soul sisters !!! ivy,ndinda,tabs each time i meet you seems like the first time. i wouldnt trade your friendship for anything !!! i pray that ive at least given back even if its a quater of what u have given me.
5. Intimacy ( the family ) best decision i made in 2009 !! i love you guys always in my prayers,andrew its your calling never doubt it ! !
6.Zain Kenya and Cocacola -mombasa- best companies ive ever worked for...yani i would re-do this whole year just to work with you again,chrispo and charles (the best bosses ever !) thank you for believing in me !! praise God target ya 2009 tumemake !! God is faithful
7.two books that have spoken and changed my life The Bible-Basic instructionbefore leaving earth ! -JEHOVAH,Woman thou art loose -T.D JAKES and Healing for damaged emotions -DAVID A. SEAMANDS. would recommend everyone to read them
!8. Bem,Kelvin,Dan,Muthami,Naftali,Myna,Steve,Chris and Lawi....thank you all for keeping a sister sane !
9.to me,my self and i....girl every morning i look in the mirror i see God's face ! no one said it would be easy but all things are possible through christ who strengthnes me.
10. all my friends ...i love and cherish you. thank you for being part of my 2009.
May God continue to keep you until the day of our Lord Jesus christ !!!
YALL ROCK !!
2010 BRING IT ONNNNNNNNN !
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